I'm gonna delete all my stuff here and move to another name..

I've been a complete bitch to someone who didn't deserve to be treated like that and I can't take it back. It was a harsh reality check. I need to get my life offline sorted out before these online people I surround myself with turn me into someone I never wanted to be.

I was NEVER a bitch to my real friends before. I guess when I dropped out of school, got my GED.. and nobody even tried to keep in contact it with me, it made me realize I didn't really have any friends I didn't want anyone to get close enough to hurt me like that again so I turned into a monster.

And Sam.. I can't apologize enough for what I did, some friend I am. I'm not trying to pretend like it never happened, or take the blame away from myself for what I did. It was solely on me and I admit it and take full responsibility. I just want another chance to prove to you that's NOT who I really am.

I just now realized.. I could have aced my way through high school if it had been my goal.. but I was preoccupied with trying to make friends, who just gave up on me when I moved anyways. :/ You are what you make yourself, and I think its by time I turn things around.

If anyone (hahaha.. yeah right.) wants to know how to get in touch with me just send me a note here.. I'll check it for the next week.